1. |
Living Off Change
03:23
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another night sleeping in the van
not sure how much more I can
take
I wanna break
I wanna be back in our apartment
but it's gone
you had me in your palm
and I loved it
I wanna quit
I don't wanna do this shit
another basement
another bong hit
x2
living off change
and stolen food
I'm just not in the mood
to deal with you
yelling about shit
that I can't fix
or change
from states away
every mile
feels like a nail
shoved in my eyes
there's no compromise
when all the lies
consume you
just like they always
do
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2. |
How I Spent The Summer
01:30
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I spent the summer
trying to get over
the abuse
you put me through
I spent the summer
trying to get better
trying to get warmer
because I've grown colder
I tried medication
but that didn't help
you chose the drugs
then put me on the shelf
you said you never needed me
when I tried to help
I'm finally okay
no matter what you say
I tried your game
but feeling played
I felt the same
so I changed
the way I acted
the way I ate
I'll never be the same
and that's okay
I spent the summer
trying to get better
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3. |
Dive On In
02:01
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another drag off my cigarette
trying to forget
staying up til 4am
watching supernatural
in St.Clairsville
I've been
living in the past
instead of living in the now
because it's so much easier
then to face the fact
that you're never coming back
I've been trying to forget about it
I've been trying to deal with all my shit
I've been getting so drunk that I forget
Just where I parked my car
I've been sleeping on the floor
I went to Indianapolis
to get away from all of this
I met up with Dan and April
to try and feel a bit more stable
but I was unable
I was just as vulnerable and unstable
as I was in 2015
when I wrote that song
maybe I've been all along
I've been trying to forget about it
I've been trying to deal with my shit
I've been getting so drunk that I forget
Just where I parked my car
I've been sleeping on the floor
I've been sleeping on the floor
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4. |
California Cream
02:29
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1AM
sitting outside like I always am
I
drunk again
but when
isn't a bottle in my hand
face it
I'm always wasted
I'm complacent
with being face down on the floor
wake up tomorrow
just to drink some more
x2
alchohol has never been a friend to me
an enemy
A waste money
but at least it makes me happy
temporarily
face it
I'm always wasted
I'm complacent
with being face down on the floor
wake up tomorrow
just to drink some more
x2
I need help
I want out
of this fucking routine
this isn't who I'm supposed to be
face it
I'm always wasted
I'm complacent
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5. |
Bannock
04:47
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I'm awkward
I'm insecure
I'm not sure
how much more
I can endure
graduated 2013
never had much of anything
just a whole lot of anxiety
and a DIY mentality
I'm uncomfortable
and miserable
the years have taken its toll
on my body
On my body
I'm a shell of a person
I can't help from hurting
I can't help from hurting
the back of the van
is the only place where I can
be myself
everywhere else
I'm overwhelmed
with reality
I'm uncomfortable
and miserable
the years have taken its toll
on my body
On my body
I'm a shell of a person
I can't help from hurting
I can't help from hurting
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